#Nooo tsukimi

[maladaptive-escapism]

@hazelnut-u-out thanks for the template :)

[oslo-in-the-summer-time]

compilation of evans that im too cowardly to post on main

[random-gamer1942]

Second main game is HORRIFIC it’s BRUTAL we cRY A LOT. This is where the game splits into two routes: Logic or Emotion, based on a decision at the very end.

They’re trying to figure out and solve the puzzle of, you guessed it, the percentage papers! Gin (12 year old autistic boy I ADORE who is canonically stronger than Shin) pieced them back together after Shin put them in the paper shredder. 

But something’s fishy.

Earlier in game, there is a board with the names of 20 people (everyone kidnapped) listed to say whether or not they can drink alcohol. They have a bar btw. The kidnappers may be killers but they draw the line at underage drinking! The papers list 16 names. In total, though? Turns out there are 21 names for 20 participants! Who is “Shin Tsukimi?” Gin sweetheart memorized the names on the board earlier and compares his memory to the papers and finds out that they know of everyone BUT Shin Tsukimi. HOWEVER, Shin tsukimi is on the papers, yet Sou Hiyori is listed on the board blah blah i dont remember everything here but they figure out that Shin changed his name on the board. They realize he’s been lying about who he is and force him to admit to being Shin Tsukimi, and I think at this point about the percentages and the shadow and whatnot. 

Another issue that’s arisen? Oh yeah Kanna’s probably gonna die lol

Kanna is super attached to both Shin (he’s not that bad when you get to know him!!!11!) and Sara (who reminds her of her dead sister.) Kanna didn’t want Sara to die. She knew Sara had the sacrifice card because SHIN ORCHESTRATED HER GETTING IT TO TRY AND ELIMINATE HER. So, Kanna spent her coins to swap her card and recieve the sacrifice herself, which would surely end in Kanna’s death! Shin is freaking out at her because IDIOT CHILD NOW YOU’RE GONNA DIE AND I CANT SAVE YOU HERE!! Uh oh This is why we don’t care about people

WAIT NOOO

PLEASE SAY SHE DOESN'T DIE

[citrusotakutea]

literally if princess jellyfish wasn't a fashion story tsukimi would be idolized by femcels rn. i know because. um

reading watamote in middle school and kinning tomoko and reading princess jellyfish and kinning tsukimi at the same time and NOT identifying as a femcel, I am god's strongest soldier BUT nooo don't perceive my blorbo in a different way than I do nooo

stop trying to tiktokify tsukimi, this is a neet empowerment story. yall are forgetting her group of otaku friends already because she gets yassfied? she made those dresses with the power of autism and friendship you actual motherfuckers

[adhd-ahamilton]

C F I M S T Y :) (I'm sorry....) ❤️

Never apologise for responding to these memes :P And oh, one of them’s already done, so that’s ONE less... :P

C: What character do you identify with most?

Lmao that’s a really good question!! It’s funny... I think many of us went through a similar process here, of liking Hamilton and relating to him, but then also encountering Laurens and really relating to him? But I think that’s because Hamilton is a specific kind of person, that a lot of the time it’s less relating to him outright and more... looking to him as an example? Both good and bad. Being enthralled by him and wanting to learn from him and figure out how to take on those qualities of passion and ambition and hard work without also gaining the many negative qualities. And I think that’s part of what interested John about Alex as well - John had so much tendency to self-doubt, and of course there was the whole issue of what he would study and how his dad basically forced him into law, but then there’s Alex who is so sure of what he’s going to do and how he’s going to do it...

But ramble aside: I identify a lot with Laurens like emotionally? And tend to project my insecurities and worries onto him. And also since I am also a white person from a wealthy family I try to kinda... be aware of that through him, as a way to work through what it’s easy to forget in my position and how I need to do better. So I guess I relate to him morally, as well. But... I first did get into this fandom because I saw something in Hamilton that I almost never saw in any other characters. Like, I almost never really relate to characters? There isn’t any character at all I can point to and say ‘yep, they’re just like me’? And Hamilton spoke to me in a bunch of ways I didn’t think I’d ever find. But like I said, it’s also partially a lesson thing - he taught me that I could be the way I was and still work and achieve things and be useful and do good, but it was also kind of a ‘yeah you can do better in THESE ways though, wow’ kind of thing. So though I don’t write from his POV much for various reasons, I definitely relate to him in some really important ways as well.

And uh, beyond this fandom... I love Leslie Knope but I’m more like Ben Wyatt, and there’s a whole bunch of moe anime girls that I relate way too much to (like Suou from Flowers and Hanamaru from Love Live! and oh god, Tsukimi from Princess Jellyfish for sure...)

F: Care to share a favorite hurt/comfort fic?

Hmmmmm! :O There are a lot of good ones by Madtom and Publius in their whole verse! Also, going through my fic tag... wow this one by ciceroprofacto is SO GOOD (it’s not like overtly hurt/comfort but the overtone is definitely there in the end).

And beyond this fandom... I was into Supernatural right before this and lmao, canon-verse Dean/Castiel is like, inherently hurt/comfort :P And yet my favourite is probably this human AU one where Dean is a paraplegic and Cas is a guy who comes in to hang out and talk with people at the care facility and it’s written so so sensitively and avoids a lot of the gross ableist tropes that are so common in this type of fic because it’s written by someone who actually knows their stuff a lot and it’s REALLY GOOD and great!!

(Also just in general I tend to bookmark fic on AO3 when I like them, and I read for a pretty broad array of fandoms, so if you’re looking for recs you might find some you like there!)

I: Do you have a guilty pleasure in fic (reading or writing)?

MAN like I really have a thing for like... stuff to do with intimacy? Specifically, kinda mismatched or forced intimacy or whatever. Like the classic ‘there’s only one bed’ thing, where two characters who are just friends (or, like ‘’just friends’’) suddenly have to share a bed together, or the even MORE classic pretend lovers thing, where two friends have to pretend to be a couple and it’s all awkward and uncomfortable and they start feeling it FOR REAL but then it’s like nooo they’re only pretending, we have to act like we’re so close but we’re not but I wish we were...! MAN it’s so great!! Like IDK there’s just something about characters ending up in this position and it’s awkward but they end up learning so much about each other and then falling for each other and that just makes it even worse... Love it :’)

Or like, I looove like sexual tension and friendships that tip just a bit over too much and that steady slow burn as they get closer and closer and they’re SO CLOSE to getting together but NOT QUITE and they’re so much PINING and TOUCHING and ahhhh!!!!

Also just, projecting as much of myself and various identities and stuff onto characters as possible :P

M: Got any premises on the back burner that you'd care to share?

S-so many... orz hmmMMM here’s a couple!

A modern day AU Hamburrger thing where they dated in college and now they’re both politicians and it comes out and Ham just kinda admits to it because what does he care and now Burr is just *screaming internally* at all times because he actually wanted to keep every tiny bit of his private life out of the public sphere, thanks?

Another Hamburrger thing where Ham is just trying to have a fun sexy time but Burr keeps unintentionally prodding at Ham’s really painful memories and stuff and it all just falls apart

One that I’ll almost certainly never write but: Lams AU assuming Ham dies in 1804 (which I don’t think he would but whatever) and Alex Jr is mourning but it’s difficult at home because he and Eliza never got along that well so he ends up staying over with Laurens instead and somehow they get to talking and finding ways to mourn together and Eliza as well and it’s all awkward and sad but they’re figuring it out eventually somehow

Various other Lams AU things, including: a kind of day in the life thing featuring domesticity and more Ham and Frances interaction, Laurens first moving into the city next to Ham and a LOT of domesticity and also porn?, Ned Stephens showing up and effectively doing the ‘if you hurt him I’ll kill you’ to Laurens, Alex and Eliza talking about the whole ‘Im cheating on you with a man’ thing where they are both irrevocably on different pages and will never agree but at least start to understand each other a little better

John and Francis meeting up during the war. Which sounds like a perfectly simple premise which I totally don’t need to research at all before I start writing it in my head!!!

Also I couldn’t write it myself because I don’t know nearly enough but I’d be really curious to see a Lams fic set in modern times, but like, where they’re both still in the military? Obviously such a fic would have to engage with the whole issue of the American military and all but like, we already have to engage with slavery as a thing, soooo it’s hardly foreign territory (no pun intended).

S: Any fandom tropes you can't resist?

Already covered part of that :P I love those dumb plots that basically revolve around ‘two characters are stuck together! How do they react?’ because there are just so many ways they can go depending on the characters and that’s really interesting!!

I also really love domestic fic including kid fic, historical AUs, interesting formats (like epistolary etc.), Outsider POV, and of course slow burn!

I quite like fandom tropes in general, to the extent that people really do, like... cross-reference the pairing and characters to the trope and write it specifically for them, and not just some Generic Pretend Couple Fic and change the names? I just really like seeing all the subtle differences between different interpretations of the same characters, when it’s done well!

T: Any fandom tropes you can't stand?

Hoo boy :) Well first up, I’m not into D/s, so any kind of A/b/o and slavefic and stuff I just walk right past. And as I implied above, when I get into a pairing, I really like to get into like... what makes that pairing special and unique and different? So I really dislike any stuff which cleaves towards making them more generic, like ‘jock!{character}/nerd!{character}’ type fic, which usually just ends up exactly the same as any other jock/nerd fic. (Also maybe it’s just cause I’m Aussie but we...didn’t ever actually have strict groupings like that in high school? So those fic in particular are just. Bizarre to me.)

Related, I tend not to like high school/college/coffee shop AUs because they’re usually like really overtly ‘hey this is what it is like for people here!! haha doesn’t it reflect your time in college really well? this is just what things are like for me!!’ and they are...usually not relatable to me. At all. Because my experiences are quite weird;;; So I just. don’t enjoy reading them because it makes me feel bad lol.

And uhhhh I really dislike fic where people go hard on the sarcasm and stuff? Like it mostly just ends up making them sound like assholes. I admit I’m particularly sensitive to this but I really, really hate people who mock and insult other people for just being themselves and doing what they want and 90% of snarky seems to be about that, especially when done by inexperienced writers. But even experienced writers do this sometimes when they get this idea that banter is good writing 100% of the time or that it’s too ‘’’simple’’’ just to write a character being like... nice? Or genuine? (Like holy shit I got soooo damn sick of snarky!Castiel like yeah great he is sarcastic OCCASIONALLY in canon, he’s not a grumpy asshole 24/7, where do people get this??? But it’s also something that comes up a lot in Hamilton musical fic and. yeah.)

Aaaand that’s probably enough lmao thanks for asking again!!! :D

[hinatassmile]

92 Truths

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

tagged by: @tsukkiies  and  @hanamemeki​  (thank you!!!  ❤ ❤) 

LAST… [1] drink:  Water [2] phone call: A stranger [3] text message: To my housemate  [4] song you listened to: Delta by C2C [5] time you cried: Mm...sometime recently...I woke up crying because of a sad dream...

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: No  [7] been cheated on: Nope [8] kissed someone and regretted it: Yes... [9] lost someone special: My ex I guess?  [10] been depressed: For the past week;; but I think it’s going away [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: Drunk yes, thrown up no

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] Blue [13] Red [14] Green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: I did, but then I lost contact with them  [16] fallen out of love: Yeah [17] laughed until you cried: Probably! [18] found out someone was talking about you: Nope! I don’t think I’m relevant enough for anyone to be talking about... [19] met someone who changed you: I guess my ex lol  [20] found out who your true friends are: I’m pretty lax when it comes to calling people friends so...I don’t really have “true” friends...just some people I’ve known for longer...  [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: That I’m friends with on Facebook? Yeah 

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: I think all of them since I only bother adding people I know.. [23] do you have any pets: Two doggos!! They’re very fluffy and I miss them [24] do you want to change your name: Sometimes I do because I have problems pronouncing my name clearly (idk why??) but it’s a pretty name so in the end i’ll stick with it lol  [25] what did you do for your last birthday: Pretty sure I just spent it with family and got to eat my fav foods of mashed potatoes and steak [26] what time did you wake up: Today 10:40 a.m., usually I find myself waking up around 8:30 a.m. though... [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Finishing this KageHina comic about Hinata’s smol hands [28] name something you cannot wait for: Eating my one meal for the dayy [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: Spring break, soo two weeks ago! [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Having based my self worth on the attention of boys for the first 19 years of my life [31] what are you listening to right now: A lecture because I skipped class;; [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: Nope [33] something that is getting on your nerves: My housemates’ loud voices... [34] most visited website: Tumblr, Youtube, Gmail [35] elementary: Public, had a Chinese-immersion program [36] high school: Public, had the Intertnational Baccalaureate program  [37] college: Public, in a different state than my hometown  [38] hair colour: Black [39] long or short hair: To my shoulders so shortish [40] do you have a crush on someone: Nopee [41] what do you like about yourself? My open-mindedness, my ability to not let anger get the best of me, my ability to remain calm under stressful situations [42] piercings: Ears!  [44] nickname: Lils [45] relationship status: Single [46] zodiac sign: Leo [47] pronouns: She/her [48] fav tv show: Black Mirror, Bob’s Burgers, Parks and Rec, Criminal Minds  [49] tattoos: None, but I’m considering getting one on my arm [50] right or left handed: I write and brush my teeth with my left hand, but I do most other things with my right hand so...ambidextrous sorta

FIRST… [51] surgery: Had an ear infection;; [52] piercing: Both ear lobes when I was a babyy [53] best friend: A girl whose name I’d rather not say... [54] sport: Volleyball. [55] vacation: The beachh [56] pair of trainers: ???

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: Ricola herb cough drops;; [58] drinking: Water [59] i’m about to: Catch up on lectures/play League lol  [60] listening to: Nothing [61] waiting for: Evening so I can get food;; [63] get married: Nooo [64] career: No idea, something involving working with children though

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: Huuugs [66] lips or eyes: Eyes?  [67] shorter or taller: Both are great [68] older or younger: Older [70] nice arms or nice stomach: Stomach [71] sensitive or loud: Sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: Relationship  [73] troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant 

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? Yeah [75] drank hard liquor? Heck yeah [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? I never lose my glasses, I can’t see anything without them [77] turned someone down: Yes [78] sex on first date? Nopeeeeeeee [79] broken someone’s heart? Yeah.... [80] had your own heart broken? A couple times  [81] been arrested? Nope! [82] cried when someone died? Not yet [83] fallen for a friend? Yeah..........and it never works out.......

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? Sometimes [85] miracles? YES. One time I was sitting in front my laptop just doing internet things, and I suddenly see a spider hanging like centimeters in front of my face which was terrifying but!!! If my head had been leaning any more forward it would’ve landed on it and I’m not sure I would’ve felt it so...when I think about that possibility...I feel like I was miraculously saved an even worse fate.... [86] love at first sight? I mean....I fall in love with people’s appearance easily... [87] santa claus? No lol [88] kiss on the first date? Maybe? [89] angels? I think..they’re a cool concept..

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: Alex [91] eye colour: Dark brown [92] favourite movie: Spirited Away 

Tagging: @toruhajime , @ken-cat , @deanpendragon , @untiloikawa , @cinnamonrollhinatashouyou , @anunyun , @malikorianlover , @kageyamassmile , @tsukimi-chan annd anyone else who wants to~ 

[myriadis]

With the affairs of the empire again under her control, Tsukimi saved her anxiety for later and stood her ground to discourage any potential upstarters from taking advantage of her youth and her enormous responsibility. After apologizing with the council for her erratic behavior, she encouraged them to express any doubts or complains they could have regarding her, and also asked them to guide her during her ruling. She honestly hoped her regency would only last for a few weeks and not for many years.

Also, she had Mutsuki spend his free time with her at Musashi's office, the throne room or the gardens. This was done to prevent any scheming individuals from trying to approach and manipulate her son. As the next in line in case of Musashi's untimely demise, Mutsuki was an ideal target to those who desired to seize power for themselves given his tender age.

But now that Mutsuki was opening his eyes to the world around him and began to grasp his role as prince and future emperor, there were times his mother regretted having him around during the moments she most desired a bit of peace.

"Fire the cannons!" Mutsuki was playing with his toy ships and figurines over a basin with water while Tsukimi fretted over the safety of her husband and her lover. "Nooo! Our Admiral has been hit and is drowning!" Mutsuki dropped said figurine into the water "Aaargh! Please save me!!! Save me!!!"

Tsukimi stared at her son, rather unnerved at how at ease he was with 'killing' his own toys. Well, not that he was actually going to murder many in cold blood like she did, but it was evident Mutsuki was a son of Homura through and through.

"Mutsuki, let's take some rest. Even big leaders need to enjoy some leisure time." Mutsuki picked up his toys while the servants removed everything. "Extend an invitation to Lord Kara and the Duchess of Akihana to have tea and pastries with me..." she lowered her voice and beckoned the maid to approach her "and bring some good brandy too."

Kara was also looking forward to see his beloved come back alive and well, it was fair to offer him the company of someone who could understand him in that regard.

The two men looked at each other as the Empress gave her heartfelt apology, a little lost for words.

Eventually, Musashi stood up to help her to her feet, giving her an understanding look before hugging her. Not like husband and wife, but as two friends.

Kara looked at the pair, stood up, and poured three cups of wine for each of them. “…why don’t we just spend the afternoon together for a while?” Kara suggested quietly. “The battle isn’t for a while yet. We have time.”

____

But not enough time to ward off the inevitable.

The next week and a half passed by too fast for Musashi. Though the details of his wife’s evenings were never questioned by him, he himself felt worried for Kara, whom he had shared many nights with to take advantage of this uncertain time before the battle.

Kara himself didn’t trust himself to say goodbye as Musashi and Takashi prepared to ride North.

Dressed in a warm cloak for what would inevitably be a cold drop in the climate, Musashi knelt before his young son, pushing the hair away from Mutsuki’s face. “I have faith in you-” He assured. “-and I know you and your mother will be alright while I’m gone.”

He stood up to face his queen, his look apologetic. “I’ll do all I can to end this and come home safe.” But his jaw was rather tense. “You and the council know what to do if things come to the worst.”